dear Symbiosis,,, i believe every word you said. i believe we have senses we are hardly aware of, that warn us of danger, and yours are going off like fire alarms,, the damage is done,, can't put the worm back in the ground,, might as well bite the bullet, and slide the topic of Counseling into a conversation with the Boss,,, see what she says,, bring it out in the open, a little,,, best wishes, keep us posted,, Gus