I wish you would continue to post here --I very much enjoy interacting with you here! I also understand if you feel you need to take a break. (FWIW, I had an experience on another site, being a total newbie to... guess you'd call it a role-playing game, made an unwitting mistake, got kicked out of the game, and it really gutted me. And during a time of mismedication. Yikes! )
You know best what to do for yourself. This is a firm belief, even when it conflicts with what I'd like. If you'd like to communicate with me that way, it would be most welcome, but your contributions here are valuable to so many, so hoping you reconsider...