My old therapist and my new pdoc can tell when I am depressed and when I feel good. They'll tell me that I look good or look depressed. I feel so ugly when depressed. No matter ho much I try to put on make-up and do my hair, I still feel ugly and my hair always feels flat and greasy. And it shows in my eyes. I just look like s***. I feel fat too, because I crave carbs, and eat them. And I usually don't try too much to look good, because I stay at home all day, because I don't work, so I wear sweats, and if I have to go out, I'll wear the sweatpants and a baggy sweatshirt, with my greasy looking hair, and run out to the grocery store. I hate depression.