Thank you everyone for replying, it means a lot! I didn't think so many people would reply. I have not seen a therapist before. I have thought about it but that would just involve my parents and money. And I was able to get out of depression before without therapy. I thought I would do this and later if it's really bad, I might try therapy.
Another thing I didn't mention is that I start college in less than a week. My boyfriend is on semester system so he started earlier and I'm on quarter system so my school starts later. But anyway, I'm hoping college will be a new beginning for me. I was afraid that what recently happened would just make me depressed and would get in the way of making new friends but I'm actually feeling like I can still be myself.
I will try to listen to all of you!