Thanks Muser. I do think you are spot on.. you are my friend too

Maybe a visit to my T will set me back on a track that I am happy travelling. I was going to see him no long ago but the only appointments that he had available were when L was back - he doesn't know that I have seen a T (or about the anti-depressants) so I didn't end up booking a time. Must get on to it this week.

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