((Tree)) I can relate about sending emails with your feelings and thoughts in them and having no response from T about it. It has happened to me a couple times and I feel the need to address these 'subjects' that I've sent in journal form or email form. The problem for me is in te context of being in the room with T other things seem to come up that play a bigger importance in that moment. I wish I could have access to my T 24/7 then when these feelings erupt I could figure them out and process them right then. ... If life were perfect

I hope you can address the email and I think you are very brave for leaving a message to your T about talking about it at your next session. Awesome job for asking what you need. You inspire me!

Hope your next session is soon to get you some relief and peace of mind.