So, as everyone knows, the hubs has been an FDB ever since I lost my job. Been home a couple of times and been a real jerk. Even up until yesterday when he knew he was coming home, he was still saying the same b.s. and saying he didn't know what he wanted, he didn't want to sleep in the same house as me, blah, blah, blah..Now, I just got a phone call from him, he'll be home in an hour or so and he's saying, "Nothing to worry about, I love you to death, everything will be fine!" So, this is what I want to hear, right? Then why am I crying and it's NOT happy crying?
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