Thanks, everyone for your help and insight - i really appreciate it - with the depression i dont trust my feelings about things, always worried i am blowing things out of proportion

i'm on vacation this week, so have no appt set to see t and resolve some of this....was supposed to be traveling but plans fell apart so i am home and am fighting some bad feelings. t gets squirrely when i am like this, so i am afraid to call and see about setting something up for this week.