(((((((((((((((((((((rap)))))))))))))))))))))))))) i hope you're doing well today.
you've had some good advice here. i hope that some of it can be of some inspiration to you.
i've found that i require alot of self maintenance and "alone time" to do that. are you getting that time to work on this issue? for instance, i just took a two day "shut down" time here IRL in order to get some inside work done. are you making that time? i know it's so hard to make it, then to have the privacy necessary to allow "selves" to do whatever necessary without any "watchful eyes".
let me know your thoughts, ok? i really have alot of hopes for you right now.
kd
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