Welcome to pc,

Unusual for someone to call them mental drugs. Did you stop taking your medications with the help of a therapist or by your own decision? It's not wise to stop them yourself because of possible withdrawal symptoms and the very likely possibility of a crash which can place you at high risk. Which is what you are seemingly like at the moment.

It is very unusual for someone to mention "locking" up (which I consider being placed in a mental health lockdown unit), unless they are exhibiting speak and behaviour which is threatening to their own and or anothers safety, health and wellbeing. For instance talk of taking your own or anothers life.

What have you been diagnosed with and what treatment were you on for it? If there is any way we can help you through this we will gladly do so.