Thanks mysecretname.

That's half my problem I think - I assume the worst or read into things that just aren't there.

I'm scared to ask if everything is 'ok' with us as he gets frustrated when I ask and the text message I got from him before he boarded the plane was. "Stop stressing, everything is good."

Have a feeling that he is an independant type of guy - that's fine with me as I like my space but I find that I am being clingy with him and it's not fun (for me or for him!!)