Hi Miss Laura,
Beth is right; sometimes the people we think of as friends aren't the kind of friends we need. And sometimes we just grow out of our friends, or vice versa. I hope too that you can at least talk, but it's not your fault that you have this illness. A true friend will be patient and strong and there for you, and love you even in the times when you might not be so lovable. Hope that helps, and remember, you always have friends here.
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Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
Better not look back, or you might just wind up crying
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