Hey guys,

So sorry for swearing.... I was pretty angry and upest so sorry again!!

I was ironically gonna be apologising to her for cutting her out my life ie not talking to her via text or in work and that its done me good as I was ACTUALLY too dependant on her as she had said. But now NO WAY!!! I actually don't want to see her.

When I was in work at the weekend... she was being all fake with another colleague whom she gets on with. Our mutual friend well she is more mine than her's said to me she is not settling in Uni at all. She has went back after a 2 and a half year break to become a Social Worker. She has went straight to 2nd year as her previous degree has the merits. She sat in the office at the weekend and was flaunting the fact Uni was going great etc... then on Facebook she is writing stuff like "I hate uni, another lonely day ahead of me"............ I thought I had problems and was the weird one heehee!!! Why is she lying?????????

Our mutual friend said I have nothing to apoloise to her for and in fact she should be apologising to me for being such a *****.

This is why I don't make friends as they ALWAYS hurt me and let me down. I hate friends!!!!