((acrazynao)) - I just wanted to stop by and give you a hug. I've gone through ... going through relationship pain - I understand it's very difficult. If you believe it's reached the point of no return, you may as well get the ball rolling and start divorce preceedings. I actually envy someone who can divorce - I'm trapped be cause my kids are still young and I can't afford to support them. I pray God will give you strength.