Hi StacyMay,
Welcome to Psych Central. Sorry that you're feeling alone and so isolated

. I lived out in timbuctoo a few years ago, which really did NOT help my depression or BPD traits. Hopefully, you'll find a little niche in your town which lets you feel less alone soon!
I do go to DBT group once per week, which has helped me grow in different ways. It's been over a year for me, but I'm kind of a slow learner & kind of stuck in some ways. I do look forward to someday having the confidence to trust myself. But I suppose that takes more time. In short, I can relate.
Welcome to PC!