I still see that it was an appropriate post for my needs. Not even marking the post with a graphic/trigger warning could have been done? I read a post in another section here about OD'ing and that is something which could be triggering for me as well. I have done that, too, and I still have thoughts about it and want to do it. After reading a post about it, yeah, I am thinking about it more and how nice it would feel to do some damage. I'm not sure that there really are clear cut (pardon the pun, not intended) standings on how to define what posts are marked as triggers as to those that get deleted. Some even get edited. I am sorry this has gotten off topic, but my frustration from this and every other blabbin thing in my life has me wanting to cut more and go deeper and to peel off the scabs and make things bleed, and to purge everything I eat and OD on something to take me out of this reality. I am so freak'in tired of it. I am sorry, but this is my mood of the moment. I just came from seeing my T, so I have even more thoughts happening. Like I said, why bother. I would guess that there might even be a possibility of the this post being locked if opinions run rampant on site issues, but I just don't care right now. I am venting about alot of things and I need an outlet. I have no support system but the internet and my T. I already saw my T, and might not be able to see him for another 3 weeks. I am sorry, but this is it.