Estee,

Reading your posts brought tears to my eyes. I also give to others for fear I will be punished if I dont. I like to donate clothes, food, toys, furniture. I genuinly enjoy it because I know there are needy families that need these things and I am thrilled if I am able to help in any way. But there are those times when I feel that if I dont donate, I will be punished and it causes me alot of anxiety. I am so sorry you are feeling this way too. It is a terrible feeling. I also have a very hard time with the organization of my kitchen cabinets. The problem is, the are too organized. If I go in there and they are messy or out of "order", it simply drives me into a panic. I hate that I am like this. I hate it. I am sorry that you are going through this as well. I just wanted to tell you that you are not alone.


Huggles,


Jen