oh dear, i need to clarify something, i also have hope because of ALL of you dear people i have met here. i meant that dps has, with her chat outlines, given me workable instructions to start learning how to heal. they help me finally address the heavy issues and how to deal with them. the one i am painfully working on now is the one called: "Trusting Yourself".

life doesn't come with instructions and it's a godsend to finally get a set!

ohh all of you mean so much! and i have each person's name on a piece of paper that i put in my "grounding box" so i can look at them and remember each one of you and know you all are here to help and support and i pray that somehow i can do the same.

i just hit a "bad patch" as they say, last night. it will get better. thank you for being here, ALL of you here at PC.