hi zoo, i agree with what tree wrote about the reasons why you told her, and would add that maybe this was a way to try to connect "this world" (PC) with your life outside of here. it seems we all come here, share (some pretty deep stuff), and try to connect with each other. there is a lot of honesty, trust, and openness in this world, and perhaps you were trying to incorporate some of that into your real life. just a thought.