Black Moon, I'm so sorry! No, there is no time limit on grief and especially from a suicide death. I lost my brother in 2005 to suicide. We were close - and 5 years later I still go through grief episodes.

I have been told to have closure and let him go - but I don't want to. And with suicide you have a whole host of feelings - with my brother's death I felt abandoned, alone, angry, sad, devastated - and add to that my entire family structure changed and I was almost cut out of the family. Suicide is now a big issue in my family too and wasn't so much before.

So trust me - I know. I am very sorry and hugs to you!