Black Moon, I don't think you ever get over a loved one's suicide. My Dad did that when I was 8 years old and to this day I still think of things I might have done differently. My family also would not speak of it, talk about it...it was a shameful secret....The best advice I could give you would be to talk about it. Talk about it to family that can support you, talk about the good memories, talk about the love you shared with your sister, and if you are feeling survivor's guilt like most of us do....talk to a counselor.

Sending you much love and understanding,

Susan