((((bitterdregs))))
Thank you for letting us know how you are doing. I am sorry you are feeling so much pain and so scared. I hear you that you feel so alone in this. Please try to breath and rest as you can. If something does not get done then so be it as you are important and your self care is important.
I am sorry that everyone yells at you and that no one is seeming to help. I hope that this move goes as smooth as it can and that you will be able to get settled soon and maybe get into a routine so that you can find yourself and calm. I know moving to a new place is so hard.
Do what you can and take your breaks. Your health is important here. I hope that the landlord will build you that room so you have some place for you to go. Know that we are here and listening. I am really sorry things are so hard right now. We do care how you are doing.
Please keep us updated on the move and you. Remember to breath. Thinking of you. Gentle hugs.
dps