Greenleaves...

I wonder if the problem isn't being blocked from the other site but rather that you have been relying too heavily on the other site. Support sites are intended to help us cope with life but not to be our lives, if you know what I mean. I know it is difficult to have your support cut off but you still have support here.

Maybe it is time to move to the next step. Do you attend any IRL support groups? That might be a step toward moving out of your depression. That's just one idea, I'm sure there are many others.

It concerns me about keeping replies to everything there, only in the sense that if you post them all when your block is removed that might be viewed as something that makes people uncomfortable... like they were being watched while you were blocked in an unhealthy way. I don't know anything about that site or the type of people there so that is just a thought.

I hope you can find some relief in a solution to this Greenleaves, I know how hard it can be to find relief when we are depressed, but I also think if one source of relief is removed for any reason (could be insurance cut-off from a doctor, people moving away, etc) it is up to us to find new ways to cope and not dwell on what is gone, which is never a healthy thing to do.

{{{{{{Greenleaves}}}}}}