Hi honey,

You gave me some invaluable advice the other day at a time when i couldnt see the wood for the trees.

i find myself not liking myself.... ive finally admitted this to my counsellor. If someone hurts your feelings dont hold the emotion in... let it out be it frustration and anger or anything else you feel. If you hold in the emotion its hard to release it again... its taken me ages to admit things to myself i never knew were in me.

Youve found someone who loves you. You must be a very special and loving person for them to still be there for you. Its easy to brush love aside, ive done it in the past.

You told me happiness has to be found within me, this is where you need to find the love for yourself. look deep, look past everything until you find that love you once felt. its there believe me... im struggling to find mine but if you like we can look together?

Thanks for your reply to me.. you gave me some faith in myself and also in this forum. I dont even know you and i think you are one of the most special people

Minky xx