Ian, What are you doing to yourself?
Do you know how many people in the Universe would die for a day or a moment of sanity. without the medications they've been on for years. to be able to speak or think the way they usto. just to be themselves for just one moment. I love to sing, dance, write poetry,lyrics, socialize, and communicate with the outside world.... all of that has been taken away from me. and now I live day by day trying to memorize something I usto have and wish I could have for just one moment.................
Maybe you should try and see a diffrent doc.you maybe manic...
conserned as a friend.
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ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MY GOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
~MATTHEW27:46.
MY GOD,MY GOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?WHY ARE YOU SO FAR FROM SAVING ME,SO FAR FROM THE WORDS OF MY GROANING?~ PSALM 22:1