Ok, woke up this morning still sick from a cold. My shoulder is bothering me again (I have a condition that causes bone spurs to grow into the spinal canal) and my sciatic nerve is acting up.

I pulled myself together and took a shower, blow dried my hair and got dressed. (something I haven't done in days....ugh)

My husband and my son are off for the day and I'm alone. I think they are avoiding me again because of my depression. Last time this happened my husband almost left me because he couldn't handle it.

I'm looking around the house, dishes in the sink, laundry needs to be done, my garden needs attention, etc... but I just can't find the energy.

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired!