AURRGGGHHHHH.....Nowhere to scream but here!!!!! How can I possibly DO this? After we talked about his infidelity he told me that he would "Like to grow old with me". I said that although it would take alot of time, patience (on HIS part) and room for me to emote, I would one day forgive him for his affair. He said he was sorry and regretted doing it. Fine. My question - if your mate CHOSE to try to forgive and stay, wouldn't that mean that maybe he should be a bit more attentive? I swear it feels the same before the "Big reveal"...I feel so stupid!

He's just as distant as before.