zoo, I think for you, this means you trusted this person enough to let her in. Sure, the explanation that maybe you were trying to shock her/push her away would hold true for some survivors of SA (like me) but you are a person who doesn't tell people these things and doesn't want to say them out loud -- so for you I think it is an indication that you trust the person.

I think it would be a problem if you told every new friend you came in contact with, to see if it made them run away. I do this. I don't see you doing this here, though. I see you opening up, sharing, and making a true friend.