It just really hurts me. I understand the problem she is going through. She is just reliving the past hurts in her head and she feels like she's saving me from herself. But if I had a personal problem I wouldn't just get rid of her. I feel like trash. That's fine though I want her to get better and to be happy. But now I'M the one who is miserable and I know she is going out drinking with a very promiscuous girl. I can understand why she felt the need to break up with me, but not being able to talk to me just flat out hurts. It makes me feel like I did something wrong when I couldn't have been a better, loving boyfriend. I put 100% of my energy into her and I'd die for her. BTW, I deleted my Facebook account to prevent further things like that from happening.