jehr,, my teacher told me that a person who is living life in the moment has no questions about it's meaning. be here now, do what you do with your whole focus, be a unified being, and all that angst will have no place to live.

i realize that may not make a lot of sense to a person who has searched outside themself all their life for value, esteem, and meaning, but i hope you will think about it, try it out, ,see if it's true. Gus