((((((((((((((((((Alexandra)))))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry things are hard for you now. I need to stop being so self-centered and realize that I'm not the only one suffering. That's something I have to work on.

I think I'm OK. I'm not coping in the best way, but I'm doing alright.

The content of the e-mails I sent to the administrator at another online forum aren't as volatile as the last time. They are much much better.