i dont want to be in this place. I hate it here. I don't want to be around people. I don't want to be touched. I don't want to deal with my kids. I just want to sleep. I just want it all to go away. My birthday is in a week, and I don't want it to come. I feel like I am on a countodown. What is going to happen when I get to "zero." I'm afraid I will just melt away.

I am invisible.