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I do think that you should stop emailing the administrator, if you haven't already done so. There is something about 'taking one's lumps' gracefully that goes a long way toward rebuilding respect.

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I think I'm a little obsessed with the administrator there. I keep thinking he is my friend and I write to him like he is my friend. He never answers back, but I keep writing anyways. I think he says things to me, but I'm sure he doesn't really. I would like to stop, but without posting I can't communicate with him anymore.

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They should like it when a friend thinks about them, but in moderation.

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I don't know...I think my replies are very supportive. I replied to everyone, not just to people who reply to me. I think I will be doing a good thing if I post all my replies after my block. If I don't post them, all that support is wasted. I've written about 60 supportive posts so far. I can't let them go to waste. I want to make people feel better.