I would like to be mellow...goodness knows I would like that. The fact is that I am obsessed. I don't know what to do about it. I'm obsessed.

Can you guys help me with not e-mailing the administrator there? Can someone pretend to be the administrator there and then I can send my e-mails to him to you? I'm not sure I can stop.

I want to be mellow. I want to be mellow. Please help me be mellow.