Hey. I'm better now. But... I had my head up my *ss for a while there... I think people do get a little self absorbed when they get distressed. Its true of depression, and I know it is true of my distress too.

Its okay...

But sometimes it can help to orient us back
To get our priorities in order to think about others
But that being said, sometimes you have to snap out of it a bit to be able to do that.

I think your posts are lovely.
And I think people will be happy to get your replies.
I don't think people will be freaked.
People often lurk when they are blocked.
Its more the lurkers who never post that people worry about.
And your posts are lovely.

I think its a nice way to catch up with people
And it gives you something to do...

But don't forget to compose posts to people here too...

(And I know you aren't)

Okay... So I dunno about the kinds of emails you are sending... If they are nice and respectful then... Well... I don't suppose he minds (so long as you aren't junking up his inbox too much) but aside from that...

I'll willingly take a look if you want someone to check them...

But...

Might take a couple days.
Have to say that because I never know whats going to happen with me and my moods and my work
But I should be able to look at them in a couple days
(If you can wait that long)
I know its hard
Because if you were able to wait a couple days between writing and sending them...
I figure you would know what is and is not appropriate fairly much the same as the next person.

Hope you have a better day :-)