Hello SilasGabrael,

Being human does not seem simple (which comes with challenges AND this can feel positive at times too). You have raised some issues that seem to me to be linked to sexual orientation (re: positioning yourself at the heterosexual end, the gay end or somewhere in the middle) and to issues of monogamy / exclusivity. Even people who position themselves in the gay or heterosexual ends (of a sexuality continuum), they have to deal issues of monogamy versus non-monogamy.

You mention that you are on a committed relationship and that your girlfriend and you are very in love; it might be worth unpackingwhat you mean by this by writing more.

Best