hi hugs, i'm no pdoc or T but it sounds to me like you are having "rapid cycling" with your moods. glad you are back in counseling. it would be wise to share these mood swings with your C. u didn't mention if you're on meds or not. more info would be helpful if u wish to share.
hope you balance out real soon. 
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