Dear Crew,
you are so courageous to post about the pain within. it takes a whole lot of courage to put the words down expressing all the hurt. but i find just putting all this down somewhere, it's somehow releasing, sort of a "letting go" of thoughts held in for so long, through writing and sharing. thank you so much for being here at PC. i always love hearing what you have to say in chat.

oh, and here is something i found when i was looking for pictures. i saved it in my picture file just for you. it's in the wrong thread (was gonna put it in your "hugs" thread), but i think you need a hug right now. much love and support...(and turning on a light to shine on you so you won't be in the dark anymore)