Why do I go to T? That's a really good question. I think I go so that I have someone to talk to. Sounds dumb when I write it out like that. I have a good husband, and a couple "kind of" friends, but I would never want to dump the dark crap inside of me on someone I care about. The funny thing about all of this is I can't exactly get myself to dump it on T either. So, yea...I'm probably wasting time and money, but regardless I go...because I don't know what else to do.