Two or three Christmases/Hanukahs... Several Halloweens, Thanksgivings. Thanksgiving is typically a time that I spend alone and use it as a weekend to enjoy just being with myself, but that was not possible with the depression, so I consider that ruined too even though it didn't change my plans or my actions.

Worst is how it stole my best Star Wars experiences for Episode II and Episode III. I was able to find a little enjoyment from Episode III but I wasn't fully "connected" and the premiere itself was very flat, disappointing, and sad for me. Literally once-in-a-lifetime events, lost to me forever.

I haven't posted much about that event yet but I probably should... because there were a lot of moments that I was very proud of and it will probably lift my spirits a bit to talk about them.