Sometimes I wonder....
I've been told by therapists that I'm very intuitive... so....
does such an ability result in mental struggles?
are things meant to be "unknown" for the very mental health of the human?
I hate being aware of the things I am aware of.....
feel so alone

....
they're real truths.... and yet "unknown" to most..
sometimes I feel I could explode, so wish others would listen. Have tried to reveal some truths but.... *sigh*.... seems no one cares to hear.. or maybe they don't want to hear, as not to be with me in this chaotic, dark place of "awareness".
maybe that's what makes one feel "ill"-- the lack of being heard????...... truly understood, believed.
it's a natural drive for humans to seek being believed in......
fins