it is a confusing thing, to lose a pregnancy. ((((((((huggs)))))))))

for my first pregnancy . . . at first, i struggled with ideas of abortion . . . then, when i decided to keep the baby, i couldn't. i had to re-structure my life after the loss. it took me a long time to realize that, "it wasn't my fault." i was angry at God, the physicians, my bosses, my family, and everyone for not taking my pain away. i still haven't been able to completely let go of all the issues from that.

advice? information gathering helps to understand and grieve your loss. research online miscarriage and pregnancy loss to read articles and support webpages.