Was manic on Sunday nite til Monday mornin. Fell asleep Monday mornin at 6am ish. Woke up around 11am feelin a bit down. Slept again 4pm-6pm feeling shattered. Now depression full blown. I have been havin suicidal thoughts. I have self harmed. I have hibernated in bed all day. Its now 320am Tuesday and I am wide awake. This life sucks!