Ive been depressed, anyone thats read my threads knows that. but, within the past week, ive felt insane aswell. i hate my family, but ive never shown it very much, never felt it burning "inside" me. but lately, ive been enjoying the family problems, not just being apethetic towards them. today i had an "outburst". i was talking to a friend about this, and she asked what i meant by "enjoying" the issues. i eleborated, saying that i liked that my dad being kicked out for smoking pot made my mom cry, made hurt torn up inside. i said that the memory of my little brother crying when were told was funny to me. ive NEVER said anything like that before, even though i meant it. normally i would keep that inside and be the sweet kid everyone thinks i am, the person so uncapable of hate and barely capable of anger. but i dont know what made me step outside my "mask". i feel kind of bad about it though as i think i scared my friend. her words were "You're terrible! I honestly dont have anything else to say to you." and that was the end of our conversation. ive been having the desire to hut someone (no one specific) i just want to blow up at some one next time they piss me off. would any of this be considered psychopathy or sociopathy?