Have you filed for social security disability? Contact Social Services and see if they will help you out financially for now. Contact the housing authority and see if they can help with rent. I would call the utility companies and see if they have a sliding scale on the cost. I think the phone company does that. Just get on the phone and start calling these places. I know that it can be very stressful, but if you are looking for a way to get help you will do it. Take a deep breathe. This just might me the little nudge you need to become a little more independent. Good luck!