I really feel I'm there. Told my boyfriend this morning, but typical male - he doesn't take it to heart or really listen.
I have been stripped down to nothing with regards to work, and it makes me more and more depressed. It seems like a never-ending pit. And like I am scraping the bottom. I thought I made some steps forward - highlighting my problems to people that can do something; but no-one cares.

I'm the one that needs to adjust. F&**&(*! I'm doing my best, and it's not good enough. Sure, maybe the BP doesn't allow me to think quite as rationally or handle stress well, But i just cannot carry on.
Trying to get by on Klonopin- hardly a bright idea.
Just want to go home, take a sleeping tab and hopefully leave the past behind.
T says to call in sick until she can see me on Thurs - I don't like the idea. And Pdoc cannot see me til mid Oct...!?!?!

I dont know what to do - and no-one seems to really care.