Hello and welcome to PC. I think you'll find a bunch of nice folks here that'll make you feel cared for. Mental illness is hard to deal with for our friends and family when they have so much already going on their lives. I hope your family really does love you and it's just that they dont have the inner resources (like other posters have said) to deal with how you feel right now.
If you ever feel alone, please know you are more than welcome to post on PC. 
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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