I care sugahorse. Only two days until you can see your T. If your T believes you are in a crisis and need an immediate med change maybe they can call the Pdoc office and say so. Pdoc has to have a way to handle emergencies.

You are good and valuable. Crappy jobs can affect anybody, not just a bipolar person.

Sleep when you need to but try to get up and stay occupied when it's morning....sometimes that can keep the depression from worsening for a bit.