(((((everyone)))))

I'm hoping to see my T today, sunrise. Having some transportation issues but hopefully it'll work out. If not, I'll see her sometime later this week.

I think I will take that list in to her (write it on my diary card) and let her see for herself what's going on. I mean, she knows most of that anyway, but doesn't necessarily know the emotional/psychological impact of the events. Individually each is pretty big. All together it really feels like right on the very very edge of what I can cope with. Going back into trauma work after a break and adding all that that entails doesn't seem like the best idea to me.

Anyway, I got some sleep last night, which helped. Hoping to leave in a few hours for T.