I am new, I am exactly where you are except I have NOT eaten in days. I wish some one could talk with you, give you a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear. If I could, I would because we would both know we truly are not alone. May I suggest one thing? It will sound corny but I do this some times to let my pain out privately. Make a very warm bubble bath, use candles for light and listen to a soothing CD that will make you cry and allow the pain to release just a little, and when you are done take a nap in your favorite P.J's or watch a movie......anything. I don't know if this is allowed since I am a newbie but you can email me or send me a private message if you like. I promise every thing you may say will be forever kept private.

Please, hang on. I am trying as well.